I've been alone, and crying because of loneliness.
(ずっと一人で、孤独に泣いていた)
But I believed
(でも、いつの日か)
the day my heart is saved would come.
(この心が救われる日が来るのを信じていた)


But now I must resign.
(けど、もう諦めよう)


If I must be frightened by someone inside of my heart
(自分の中の他人に怯え)
and afraid of myself inside of someone's heart
(他人の中の自分が怖いなら)
it is better to live alone.
(一人のほうがマシだから)


I wish I could return to the past and redo.
(過去に戻ってやり直したいけど)
but it's the one never allowed to wish.
(それは決して願ってはならないこと)
The guilts and regrets I have committed
(犯してきた罪と後悔は)
have to be atoned by myself.
(自分でつぐなわないといけないから)


Although it is too sad
(悲しいけど)
Although it is too painful
(つらいけど)
I throw away all of mine.
(すべてを手放そう)


I was told I was tender.
(みんなは言った「君は優しいね」)
She told me I was too tender.
(あの子は言った「あなたは優しすぎるわ」)


But it is not truth.
(でも、それは違う)
I know it is not truth.
(違うと思う)


I know I cannot bear hurting someone.
(誰かを傷つけることはできないけど)
It's not my tenderness but timidness.
(それは優しさじゃなく、弱さ、だから)



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